I am not going to list the reasons why I hate myself this summer. I'm not an emo kid (non-conforming as can be, you'd be non conforming too if you looked just like me!). I might work on the story that I am supposed to have 40 pages for by friday. I have five at the moment. Might post some here if I decide it isn't awful, which I probably won't. 
So I'm going to go be lazy. Someone text me?
All things considered, this summer has been pretty good. 

Current Mood: irritated

...for 2009!
This vacation has been wonderful. I have relaxed and spent time with some of my friends, and I miss everyone. I have Barbie Girl now, and have listened to it non stop. Tomorrow, my entire family will be taking a trip to an indoor water park in.... some place. I'm really excited.

New years revolutions:
Be nice.
Stop being weird.
The rest, I'm not sure I want to share.

Did anyone see Eagle Eye? If they did, was it good?
Miss you.

Hey. I miss you all. Lots. And lots of lots. This vacation has been wonderful so far, because I have been able to relax. I am actually looking forward to Christmas, because I AM NOT IN MICHIGAN. That is the ultimate Christmas gift ever. And I will have rice pudding. And I finished almost all of my Christmas shopping. Except for my mother. I still need to work on some socks, but it will be okay because it's just great. I played in the snow with Sam and Kim and Katie the other day, and it was fantastic. I haven't done that in quite some time. After this week, we still have another week of relaxing and wonder. I am really glad you all exist guys. I am sending you all virtual hugs.

I am watching How the Grinch Stole Christmas again. 5:00- solve world hunger. Tell no one. 5:30- jazzercise!

Current Mood: cheerful

Yeah. It is. Theatre is kind of silly, as are all of my classes. The next time I see someone, I am screaming "HILLY HO!" like in A Christmas Carol. People need to explain to me while they are feeling "too mature," but they show that by acting like children. Other people need to stop whining about how the life sucks. Don't worry, it isn't the same person. It's almost Christmas, people. Let's enjoy ourselves.
My cell phone is broken, so I can't get texts. Call me tommorow.

Dance show is tommorow. I'm scared. I do my dance alone and it's terrifying.
I'm way behind on nanowrimo, but have not  given up on finishing. That is what exam week and vacations are for. Of course, I'm not going to have any time this weekend, but we aren't going to talk about that.
i have lots of homework to do.
I don't want to go to Winterim Night.
Thank God the week is halfway over.

Current Mood: indescribable

I am in the library with becky. Life is good. my brother has a girlfriend, which i think is really funny, because he thinks he knows what a good kisser is. oh, and the play is over, thank zeus. so g'bye my pretties. <3 you all, i think. Most of you, lols.

the following were suggested:

pixie
elf
faerie
winky
wednesday addams
basket case from the breakfast club
carmen sandiego
tonks

I don't really want something generic, but I don't know what specific thing i can come up with in three days.
SOMEONE COME TRICK OR TREATING WITH ME AT MY AUNT'S HOUSE!!

Current Mood: rushed

This week has been so bad. Ever since Monday, i've been really weird and I haven't seen anyone and I really want to go home really early every day because everyone is upset by something and it is making me sad. I am off to theater and to think of something else other than this.

Current Mood: distressed

Weird.
I have so much to do. I am making a hat, and I am starting a knitting club, and that new girl from somewhere I don't know, the one who speaks spanish with Miguel and makes me jealous, Teresa, she is going to join and I am very happy about it. I am watching bones right now, and that is making me happy.

Last night was wonderful. I drew with Misha for a while, then Cookie joined us, and I drew faeries being tortured because I was reading Ironside, which I just finished, by the way, and it's all about faeries killing each other. Then Misha and I went to Gibbit Hill and I ate macaroni and cheese, and we had some kind of kentucky derby pie? I don't know what it was, but it was chocolatey and pecany and delicious. Then we came back and it was only 6:30 and I didn't feel like going home, so I hung out with Miguel and Misha and Newfreshmanboy and we all talked about how girls like it when you give them flowers. Then we had a dance party, and I taught them the cup game. It was great.

PS: I didn't check my facebook for a while, and this morning, I signed on, and I had 47 notifications because Sam is a wonderful photographer :)

Current Mood: hyper

fill this out for me and I will fill it out for you.

1. I'll respond with something random about you.
2. I'll tell you which song or movie you remind me of.
3. I'll pick a city/state/country i want to go to with you.
4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me.
5. I'll tell you my first memory of you.
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I'll ask you something I've always wondered about you.
8. I'll tell you my favorite thing about you.
9. I'll tell you my least favorite thing about you.
10. I'll remind you of a nick name that I made up for you or I just call you.
11. If you play, you MUST post this on yours


cast list is out.
this wasn't a good week.

Today was pretty good. Weird things happened. I had Intro to Dance with Brian, and there are fourteen other people in that class. Yeah. Fourteen. Seven of them are boys and everyone else has friends except for me and that makes me sad. Plus, I actually dance, along with two or three other people, and when we were streching out, he had us reach for the ground and bend our knees when it hurt, but I had my hands flat on the ground and my head on my knees and it didn't hurt, so I asked him if I should bend my knees or not, and everyone stared at me. I am already failing miserably at math, and french is intimidating.

See you all tommorow.

Current Mood: worried

I am pretty sure that I am going to be stressed beyond all recognition. There is a snowball's chance in hell that I will be able to maintain a good grade in all of my classes, because, as I've already told most of you, I am starting/leading two clubs (a Harry Potter club, which I'm leading with Steph Regan and Cookie, and  a knitting club. Everyone join!), I'm doing dance and theatre for sports, and I have no free block. And math is going to be mad hard this year, so I don't know what I'm going to do with my life. I am stressed already and school hasn't even started yet. And now I'm being paranoid and it's annoying.

AND I'M STILL FUCKING FOURTEEN!

If you haven't guessed already, I'm not reading my book. The book that needs to be finished by Monday. The books which needs to be accompanied by vigorous notes, which I didn't do for the first half off the book, and must therefore go back and read again. Fcuk my life. Spelling intentional, for the record. I am excited beyond belief for school to start. Oh, and Jake Waldie, Silent Jake, Jake who has said nothing in his entire life, save for a few sarcastic comments and obsenities while playing football, might be in my Intro to Dance class. I can't wait.

I am so excited to see everyone and help SAM MOVE INTO HER DORM!!!!!!!!!

Oh, and I just bought a bunch of books off of Amazon. I am pretty sure that the books cost less than the shipping and handling. And there were a lot of books.

Cheers all. Hope to see you tommorow.

Current Mood: bouncy

A: CSC English
B: CSC History
C: Math 3 Honors
D: Honors chem
E: French 2
F: Intro to Dance

I "camped out" yesterday in my aunt's tent in her front yard. I've seen Hoodwinked three times in the past two days. Great movie. I am going to go shopping with Brandon today and we are going to have sexytime :) Hooray! I miss everyone and I want school to start. I still find it mildly concerning that I don't have all of my books.

<3

Current Mood: cheerful

School is starting in... two weeks and I am so excited! I don't have any of my textbooks yet but I ordered them all. I did get the Host though. I am a sneaky girly because I ordered it off of amazon.com with the rest of my books, and my parents don't know that it's not a textbook. I'm horrible.
Sam Carr is coming over tommorow night, and I also get to go grocery shopping.  

I miss you all. Immensly. 

MISHA! COME BACK!!!!!!!!!! YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW MUCH I MISS YOU IN ALL OF THIS NESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Current Mood: energetic

So yeah. the three weeks is almost up, and we will be done tommorow. I can say that i have done nothing productive this summer. Hooray.

Current Mood: calm

I wish I was a disney princess. I miss you all.

Current Mood: peaceful

Hellooo. I am sitting in my room now, and I completed Inkheart on the way back from Boston today. Quite a well written book, but I must admit (I'm sorry, Sarah Berman) that it is not my favorite. Grub Street is quite lovely, we met a very eccentric author today. I wrote about being a fly too. Buzzzzz. I am looking forward to being a princess this Sunday (Ariel!). I am going to go shopping on Friday to buy a dress, because I sadly still don't have one. Please call me, because miss you all terribly, and and now going to go do something quite productive. Like solve world hunger but tell no one, or eat dinner. Something like that.  

Current Mood: chipper